What is the Greatest Ideal of Myself?

I’ve been reflecting on this question a lot lately as I prepare to share my artwork with others. I know myself and realize that while I may be strong willed (thank you to my ancestors for that, they endured a lot), I am still a sensitive, soft person on the inside. I know myself by now and I realize that if I don’t prepare myself for it, I will leave myself vulnerable to the opinions and influence of others.

I’ve also been on this running every morning kick—well more like jogging on a treadmill. I find it meditative and it gives me an opportunity to experience perseverance, even when I doubt myself, or try to talk myself out of finishing the full 60 minutes of jogging non-stop. I speak to myself during that time and talk positive, encouraging words into my head. It’s a time of release both sweat and the thoughts that once bound me. It’s a time when I accept that I am worthy and good enough to live my passion, which is creating beauty in the world and sharing it with others. It is my hope that it offers a moment of reflection, of connection, and of peace within the hearts of the viewer.

So, what is the greatest ideal of myself? Here’s what I came up with:

I no longer let others control my feelings, especially the feeling of security. I feel confident in my intuition and my own abilities. I understand that making mistakes is human and a part of discovery. I question my opinions and my beliefs, I reflect on my thoughts and explore them, looking for a place of understanding and also liberation—freeing myself from beliefs that were placed on me from outside. I am free to express myself and to care for myself. I honor my body, my gifted vessel, and live in alignment with cherishing all that life has given me and will continue to give me as I move forward. I know that I am loved and embraced by a higher power full of love, light and abundance.